EMO SONG

AH, someone shared a vietnamese ballad song yesterday..
was okay when i listened for the first time but now being very emotional because of it....

im in a total mess now, trying to make myself better by talking to another person who is so close to u...
you wont know how much it hurts when you dont talk to me like how you used to...
at least let me know that you dont like me?
tell to anyone who can pass me this message if you dont wanna tell me on your own...

ignoring me isnt the right choice because i will go hurting the others......

How i wish that i can stroke your face when you are asleep telling you how much i want to be with you

Now my heart is tearing listening to that song

I know it makes me very sad but still i wanna listen to it
being rather insane now...

do you know that by seeing how often you sign into FB simply makese my day without you talking to me...
an exclaimation mark can even brighten up a dull day of mine....

i dont need you to push me to ur fren.
tell me to stay away from you thats all if you dont want me....

My heart aches a lot...
thats not what i want i know
but im doing it because i m losing you at the moment

i dont want to hurt ur fren 
i wish that he is treating me as a fren
nothing more than that

what can i do now?

stay away from you and watch you from far?

i really thought that u would like me

but it doesnt turn out this way

can i know what ur thinking?

i cannot hold this anymore .....

that song really depresses me....
blame myself for being stupid to listen and get addicted to it.....

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